Nineteen Stars

I wish I knew when it was the right time though.

I want to tell you so bad. I really do... But you don't know how afraid of this I truly am. I trust you with all my heart, but I think I need more then that right now.

I have the most amazing people in my life. They never walk away when Im feeling as blue as this. I don't think I ever take the time to thank you. I love you all so much.

You've really helped me to see that there is so much beauty to life. All the ugliness just washes away when you really take time to sit back and count all the blessings you have.

There are no words to describe how ridiculous I feel when I am with you. All the butterflies drive me crazy, but I know that they are worth it. 

You make sure Im always in check, and I really need that. You are so amazing I can't even describe it. I can't wait to see you again.

Please don't walk away.