Shameless

I know it will be. 

It has to be.

I'm sorry I hurt you so much. That wasn't exactly how I wanted you to find out. But this is everything coming back to you from last year. Its the same pain you put me through.

Wasn't it me you didn't want?

Wasn't it me who was hanging on?

Now Im done but before Im gone I want you to know

This is how it feels

When you wait for a call that never comes

Are you waking up because you miss someone?

This is how it feels

When the trust you had was broken,

And your left to burn with your heart wide open

You wanted me, not to tell me why

why and how you had the heart to fuck up my whole life

Thats just so you

And now I've moved on by myself

And maybe I won't forgive

I'll just forget you lived

And I hope it hurts

Wasn't it me you tried to blame?

Wasn't it me you threw away?

You taught me how to hate you

When I was so in love

When I tried to save us, it was not enough

So what the hell is different?

Because now that I'm gone

You're crawling back to me

telling me that Im the one

Do you only want me because you can't have me?

Do you only want me because Im gone?