Very Much Alive. (I Wish)

Hopeless - Feeling or causing despair about something.

Failure - The omission of expected or required action.

Im looking for anything, anyone.

I've lost way too much hope in everything lately, I don't know what to believe in. 

What I really need, is someone to take my hand and lead me through this. I would have completely blind faith in this person.

I used to know who I was, and where I was going in life, but currently I just feel like Im slipping through the cracks. Invisible. 

It's always during these times that I push the ones I need most away. I just need a firm hand to reel me back in. 

"I've already given up on myself two times, third times a charm."

What I really need, is another time like friday. S.H and M.L helped so much. I told them my secret and I trust them 100% with it. It was an amazing night, and I hope to do it again. Soon! <3