And Did You Know I Need You?

And today I asked someone to do something for me that I never thought I could before.
I asked them to pray for me.

Its no secret that the past little while has been a struggle for me. Except it kind of is.
I've only told a select few people who I can trust with all my heart.
I just don't even know how to thank you guys, you have no idea how much you have helped me.
No clue how you saved my life.

SH, ML, CM, LD, NR, you all are such amazing people. I don't know how I got as good as friends as you. I love you so much.

I'm scared for tomorrow. But I know everything will be okay, its mostly just having to walk through the doors, and proving to myself that I am a strong person. That I can put the past in the past.
And hell, even if there is something wrong with me, I know that I have the best friends in the whole world that would come down and hold my hand the whole way through my stay.

I know my time here isn't up. There is still so much I have to do, so much I have to learn.
I need to find something to believe in, someone to talk to. Lately, I've been talking to "God" hoping that he'll be there to help me get through one more day. I don't know what else to turn to, and I figure he is always listening.

Don't give up on me yet - I'm about to turn it all around.
(This I promise)