Here We Go Again.

Oh no. This can't be happening again.

I'm really getting sick of myself fast again. It's funny how one bad day can just keep me down. I hope I can get back up soon.
I feel so alone lately, and I know its so ridiculous, I have the best friends in the world that would do anything for me.
I don't want to go down the same road again. It's too scary for me to face. I thought I was finally getting better. Whats happening to me?
I'm getting scared of myself again. I don't want to hate me, or my life, and I don't want to have to start over again...
Fuck.