I thought I loved You, But It Was Just How You Looked In The Light.

All this chemistry between us...

Its unbearable.

So, I just don't really know what to say anymore. So maybe I will start from the very beginning.

You honestly made me the person I am today. The girl who is afraid to love, and the girl who is afraid to fall that hard again. I wish you really kept to your promise that no matter what you would always be there for me. I hope some day we cross paths again, because I miss you. I really hope that you miss me too.

Well, well, well. We stirred up some controversy now didn't we? As much as it hurt, and everyone tells me I should regret it, I don't. I never could. You came into my life to teach me a lesson, and thats what we are doing.. We are learning, together. Not alone. I miss you every day, and I wish that you were back home.. I can't even imagine what would have happened between us if you decided to stay. One part of me is glad that you left, but the other part wishes that you would have stayed, and not left. I guess that makes me selfish, but I don't care.

Thank you for taking a chance on me and letting me know I was worth it. I have never met someone who deserved more. Always I will remember you as the most caring, unselfish person. I promise to always hold you close to my heart.

Everything is so exciting, and stressful all at the same time. This is my last year. I can't wait to start my life and be out of high school, but at the same time I am so scared. What if I fail? What if I can't do anything I want to be in life? I've been trying to think of everything positvely, but it really is hard... I promise I'll try harder though. I'm sick of letting everyone down all the time.