Things Are Shaping Up To Be Pretty Odd.

Life has way too many rules, and regulations.
So what if I have more then one best friend?
So what if I don't have a boyfriend?

I really hope this happens between us.

I really, really do.

I can happily say that I am healthy.

Today was my last hospital visit.

And I'm glad to have it behind me.

I'm sorry to everyone,

if you feel I have not been myself lately.

I promise to try harder.

I felt as though I had become stronger.

You pushed me to the ground though,

and reminded me that I'm here to get walked all over.

I feel as if I might be going crazy.

I'm scared of what my future holds

after this year.

You love me, but you don't even like me.

I still wish you would come home though.

So I honestly think that you have

changed.

Congrats, I think you finally opened your eyes.

I'm so mad that you are with him again.

You deserve so much better.

I miss you and I love you.

Please send me a message so I know you're okay?

Everything is fluctuating so much.

One day is horrible,

then the next, the best day of my life.

I honestly don't hate school this year,

and I feel like a nerd for enjoying it.

I wish you would hurry up,

and ask me out.