If You Kiss Somebody, Then Both Of You Get Practice

And History Books Forgot About Us And The Bible Didn't Mention Us, Not Even Once

Remember what you're worth
Remember you're worth fighting for
Remember you're not a punching bag
Remember you're not a doormat
Remember you are valuable
Remember you are repairable
Remember you matter
Remember they don't.

K,thnx,bye.

Well In The Waiting Room While Waiting For News Of You I Hallucinated I Could Read Your Mind

I kind of feel like a bitch.

But for once I don't think I actually mind.

I don't care if people dislike me.

Or spread rumors about me.

This whole situation has just taught me so much. 

Yes, I will bitch you out if you talk shit about who I care about.

When will you learn your lesson?

Sometimes I wonder why the fuck I still speak to you.

It's Not What It Seems In the Land of Dreams, Don't Worry Your Head Just Go To Sleep

I really do believe everything is working out for the better.
I have lots to say, but no ability to say it.

This is my winter wonderland. Nothing will bring me down.
It's beautiful, sure it's cold, but it sure makes curling up infront of the fire even more cozy. I love lying next to the fire under a blanket reading a good book. I also love putting on all my winter woolies. I love watching the snow fall, I love cuddling in the snow, I love hot chocolate, I love dark nights, I love decorating. There is just so much to love. Who wouldn't want this?

That is all for now.

On The First Day Of Class....

lol

=]

When The World Falls Down.

Careful.
She might,
break down.

The Patron Saints Of Liars And Fakes.

It's not me, it's you

Actually, it's the taxidermy of you and me

Untie the balloons around my neck and around me

I'm just a racehorse on the track

Send me back to the glue factory

Always thought I'd float away

And never come back

But I've got enough miles on my card

To fly the boys home on my own

But you know me: I like being all alone

And keeping you all alone

The charts are boring

Your kids are snoring

You say you're not listening and I said I'm wishing..

Dear Gravity, You've Held Me Down In This Starless City.

{Saying goodbye to my yesterday}

{Saying hello to my tomorrow}

Sure this hurts. A lot. But it's the best thing, for me, for you.

take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,

I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants

Pull a breath like another cigarette,

Pawn Shop, I'm trading up

Free love on the streets, but

In the alley and I ain't that cheap

So boycott love

Detox just to retox

I'd promise you anything for another shot at life

Imperfect boys with their perfect ploys

Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy

I don't just want to be a footnote in someone else's happiness

I wanna scream 'I love you' from the top of my lungs

But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me

If home is where the heart is

Then we're all just fucked

I can't remember, I can't remember

And I want it so bad

I'd shoot the sunshine into my veins

I can't remember, the good old days

{I guess this is goodbye....}

20 Dollar Nose Bleed

What if I get tempted?

What if something bad happens?

What if I fall?

What happens if I allow myself to fall?

What if I can't help myself?

Coffee's For Closers

There's a little girl inside me, she's there every single day
She has given up on eating and its wasting her away
There's an empty hole inside her and its ripping her apart
She has broken bones and bleeding wrists and yes, a broken heart
Can you hear her as she's weeping, can you see her hang her head
Do you know that every day she lives is one more day she's dead
Have you even tried to love her, have you looked into her eyes
Better hurry up and save her, do it quick before she dies...

It's Such A Good Thing

I support you.

No matter what.

Anything Could Happen Here

Now that school is at it's most important time, I feel myself wanting to go to school less and less, and would rather stay home creating art. Perhaps this is because I feel like words are letting me down lately, I need to show how I feel, not actually describe it. I find this happens during a happy period in life. I want to talk in colors, in shapes, anything that makes sense won't due. I guess I'm a hypocrite that way, or just human. While going through my hard times, all I wish is that words wouldn't fail me, that I wouldn't have to hide behind my blacks and blues. 

I have nothing really important to say, just I feel the need to rant on. I have a voice, so why don't I use it? After all, there are plenty of important topics that have yet to be spoken by my tongue. 

I guess friday was a big night for me, everything fell into place. I remembered who I was, that I was in fact loved, and people genuinely want to be my friend. It took a large group of boys for me to figure this out. I had nothing to feel self-conscience about, in fact they made me feel good about myself. Which is something that I don't obtain very often. There are five boys who need a good thanking. 

I am really looking forward to spending more time with you, I can really see us being greater friends down the road... Even if you do think that western is better then english. Hah!

I am sorry for hurting you as much as I did, I just don't think the time was right, although I am looking forward to renewing our friendship. 

Funny little arguments and games are helping me get through the days. Who is more sneaky? Who can hurt who more? Which sport is actually better? 

And these generous little offers have me smiling from ear to ear. 

♥ ♥ ♥ 

Someday Came Suddenly.

{There's so much beauty}

Plenty of words to be speaking too. So why can't any come to mind? Maybe because its just too hard to explain perfection. Beyond perfection? Everything I have wanted? No, nothing seems to fit.

Just know,

I

am

happier

then

ever.