The debrie is swept under a rug but still there
we both have the same disease,
you're no worse than me and Im not any better than you.
Having emotions is reason enough to get a prescription refilled.
We were the same in too many ways,
its all because I spent one night being disappointed I went without you
one night of missing you and your warm body curled up to mine
of wanting to rob golf carts..
Still in shock that what I confided to you made headlines
like leaving me wasn't bad enough,
but you have to use what i told you were my weaknesses agaisnt me
things I would never say or do to you,
just to fit in
just to steal my friends from me and prove you could.
Prove the only true person in my life really was you
so have them if it makes you happy,
thats all I ever wanted and never attained.
I never deserved you and I told you that all along.
I am right sometimes,
and I dont plan on eye for an eye
or lie for a lie,
your secrets are safe between my lips..
I dont plan on letting anyone else ever get near them again
Fuck, don't do this to yourself.
There is help.
I hope you're having a good rest.
Because I'm up tossing and turning.
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