I'll Be Your Number One With A Bullet.

What's a girl to do?

Stay sober, or say hello to my friends again?

I must forget about everything and runaway.

Here I am. World. Again. Its been a while. Its been sometime. Fuck this romance. Theres nothing left to love. Kiss these bloody knuckles and cut knees. Up or down. Go fuck yourself. Please. If you don't mind. Thank you. What a polite girl. BANG. welcome back Kay. Kill em all and let god sort em out. Kill em all and don't tell your parents. Cover up

Don't get me wrong, I'm totally happy it happened this way.. I don't mean to sound bitter.

Five minutes ago iFwas: letting you win.

But you're not(hing).

The sleep T haven't been getting lately due to flying pretty much everywhere but home is pulling down my eyelids.

It is trying to tell me the right thing to do.

"Go to sleep."

But it doesn't ever come to me.

He is the one that brings it to me, tucked behind my ears with my hair at his fingertips.

Ever knew someone that could talk you out of every belief you've ever had without saying a word?

I'm the bad kid on the good team playing against the bad team full of the good kids.

And either way we both lose the game.

But I don't care whose field we're on because I am the mvp.

You will learn that.

Take your next shot, if I still stand after the first one take another hit. Lined up and ready.

Just because you're up for bat doesn't mean you're getting any points.

So for now sleep with this on your conscience and your teeth dug into the nightstand.

Oh sweetheart, I want to kiss your forehead but you'll be on your deathbed.

Just keep your eyes close(d) and believe the lie because the truth will leave you crying.

You may have made the bridge but we burned it down and rebuilt it better.

You are not your status.

We come to a roadblock that makes us stop for a second but we always keep going.

There is a way to resolve everything.

Hearts are everywhere and we are watching.

And the thing I hate the most about you, is that you make me love you.