The sign forgot to say"I love you"
I look down at each scar sadly. It was just someone I loved that I lost, I didn't need to hurt myself. I look at each scar and remember the torment that brought me to the self loathing. I believed the words. I was nothing but a hoe and a trick. I hate myself that I let it get to me, but if it wasn't for my broken heart I wouldn't have ever learned anything.
The boys at the hospital let me know I was worth more then that, I didn't believe them at first, but I do now. I won't let someone take me down like that, never again. They told me I was better than you, and how god, they wished they could have saved me.
They would always sing me this song when they could tell I was blue, it means more when they are playing the guitar and singing it to me, but still the song and video have the same effect over my heart strings
I ran away from something tonight. I got scared. But don't we all? I just wish you knew me well enough to pull me back in, because right now I'm running and screaming.
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