Took A Walk For the Very First Time On the Dark Side of the Dance Floor.

I am your silent supporter.

And while I am juvenile, egotistical, over the top and villainous... I am yours. And to you... Iwill give you everything I have and I will continue to give you my heart on this stupid blog while you leave your criticisms, back handed compliments and fuming words... Remember, its my heart I put up here as a target. (And yes, I have read each and every last comment you have ever left) So keep taking yourshots. But just remember, I'm on your team. I always have been.

Now that this subject

has been dealth with...

I feel alive. I want to be dangerous, fall in love, take an adventure. I want to take the next plane ride right into your arms. I want a lot of things out of life, thank god I didn't quit when I wanted to.

There's so much bouncing back and forth inside my head, one thought turning from chic to geek. I feel like painting the happiest colors. I want to throw my hands in the air and spin in circles while smiling. I feel free, and liberated. Beautiful even.

I've been dancing with minds and loving every minute of it. I'm not afraid to be bold or flirtatious. And I'll tell you when I have a fucking problem with you.

Poetry is stuck on my fingertips and my brain just can't seem to understand what they want to say. Creativity, please come back to me?

I spent the day at my Grandparent's house. From the minute I walked in the door I had a big smile on my face for the fact that my Grandpa said to me "Hey Red." And that is my new favorite nickname, and he didn't even know it!

I spent most of the day with my grandma, her telling me stories like she always does. I felt loved and taken care of again. She tucked me into bed and brought me my favorite Peppermint Tea, she then sat by myside telling me stories until I fell asleep. She then accidentally woke me up by kissing my forehead, but secretly it just put a huge smile on my face. I always leave their house feeling wonderful, knowing I have so much more life to live. And Im excited to live it.

I then went on the town with Mat and Chris. (PS, boys from Wales kiss the best hehe). I had a good time with them, as per usual. I'm very excited for the next time we all hang out... Although Im pretty sure we won't play Hide and Seek in Superstore next time, since it ended poorly...

Amyways, I know this blog doesn't really make sense.. But at least everything is out in the open. I'm sorry I didn't write things beautifully and poetically.. I just had a story to tell. Plain and simple.

Life is wasted on the moments we spend waiting in lines, stuck in traffic, and searching for love.