Do you feel beautiful yet?
This is a new heart. Something I can hopefully get right for once in my life. Shoot me in the smile because everything always seems to go wrong. Not this time. You can't fault a fuck for trying. The rock, the stars, they were almost as beautiful as you are. We are awkward and graceful, in our own messed up way. These are new emotions. A crush that didn't crush me. A perfect fit, you and I, I love how I can't reach you standing on my toes. It's your arms that pull me to safety and remind me to stay there. I'm no longer a fragile doll. Do your worst, we'll see who is the last one standing. This is the trust I never had before. This is the way I trust you with my life. What am I talking about? Hope. Trust. Love. Beauty. Romance. All these emotions that I'm numb to. The Novocain missed my mouth and hit my heart. What if I said I was missing you? Or I find comfort pressing my lips against yours. We are both so new, so shy. No one would've ever guessed it would be you and I. I'm living against their odds, against their world. We are connecting the dots to something that doesn't exist. There is no one else I would rather do it with.
xxoo
Just because I miss your arms.
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