Shame For You.

And if you come around saying sorry to me

My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be.

Sometimes life isn't magical. Sometimes you have to work for what you want. My God if you love her, you better damn well fight for her. She won't forgive you until she knows you're worth it. You want something? Work for it. Thats what I've been doing. The other day someone told me that my dreams of doing competitive showjumping around the world and becoming someone was just a "silly dream." Well fuck you. I've already started. You used to laugh in my face for just getting everything I wanted handed to me on a silver platter. Well I worked for this jerk. I'm going across Canada riding this summer, and I also got the position of assistant trainer. So yea, fuck you if you say my dreams aren't realistic. At least I have a fucking plan. What do you have? A joint and a can of beer?

I won't ever let someone push me around, and let them call me a naive girl, never again. I picked the flowers and got rid of the weeds. I kept the people who believe in me. The one's who will support me, even through the silliest of things. So my god, if you want to keep threatening me with your "Oh poor me attitude", please continue on. I can't fix you. I WONT fix you. Get some real help. I'm here to help, just not in the way you need me.

I planned my wedding today. I couldn't be more excited. Too bad it's still like how many years away? Oh well.

Let's see how you feel in a couple of weeks,

When I work my way through your mates.