Friday, October 30, 2009

6 Months

These are the things that keep me up at night.
You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'cause you have that effect on me, you do
Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you
Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so....
So please, give me your hands
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine.
Anticipation and butterflies keep me awake. I love knowing you can still do that to me. I still hate the days where I can't be by your side, call me love sick.
I think I have H1N1, fever, sore throat, dry cough, dizzy. Perhaps this is the number one thing keeping me awake right now. It always makes me super nervous when Im sick. Always afraid Im going to die or something, I'm not sure.
Goodnight world.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

You Brought Down My Whole Kingdom.

Maybe I have everything figured out...
Maybe I don't...
(Either way, I feel okay)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

You Make It Real For Me.


I don't necessarily agree with everything I say
Fact:
-You mean the world to me.
-I can't wait for our weekend getaway.
-I just want Piper to hurry up and get better!
-I'm happy with who I have become.
-I miss a lot of old friends.
- When you take pictures of me I always feel beautiful.
Fiction:
-I adore getting heavy hay bails at six in the morning.
(I don't have much to complain about)

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Playing God.

We shared that summer. I loved him with everything I had. We spent that summer in his red truck. But after that summer he went away, and I had to let go.
I remember my first kiss.
I remember my first love.
Sometimes I get so confused, and I become so angry with myself. "Why don't you know what to do?" Runs through my mind. I hate weighing the pros and cons of every situation, what if I get something wrong? I don't want to be wrong, I don't ever want to be wrong.
Ever.

Oh My Darling

We like to go shopping for books
together.