But What Do I Care?

She's trying to live how she shouldn't, a life that just shouldn't be lived. I suppse some would state it as, "a life wasted." Someone who has so much potential but never really lives up to it. Why should she when the world is already at her fingertips. She's used to coming in second place, knows she's good but not the best. She believes she is pretty, but not beautiful. She settled to be liked instead of loved, just dying to be anyones lap dance. One could call her insecure, but they don't know this at all. They mistake her pain as beauty, and my god, she knows they would kill to see her fall.